Hi everyone depression has come back,i'm ok daytime but at night i get so so depressed and end up cutting usually. I cant tell anyone,i'm meant to be better and i'm too ashamed and dont want to worry anyone. It just always seems to come back. I see my psych in 3 weeks but i dont know that he'll help in anyway. I also get strange thoughts, usually when i'm out, that dont even make sense,like why am i here now and what if i die now. I just can't help thinking if i was thinner everything would be ok.